This week has been very strange and inconsistent.

My cat almost died today and my father wouldn't drive me to the vet so they'd take a look at him and he starting screaming and carrying on like a child and then left the house in a huff.

Mum got home from dialysis about forty minutes later, my cat by then was vomitting and couldn't walk. We got the vet and after some examination they said he alot of kidney damage and his dibetees was very low because he hadn't been eating. He's alive thankgod, but if we'd have got there any later he would have died. He's on an IV drip now, and they said if he gets through until Tuesday he'll maybe live another one-two years.

Then when i got home i went to sleep and apparently dad came home during this time and started a massive fight with my mother because "we love the cat more than him", bullshit. He;s such a self-centered child sometimes. The reason he wouldn't drive me to the vet ( a three minute drive up the road) was because he had his fishing buddies coming to look at the new boat he brought. He then said that I didn't love my nanna because I couldn't make her sit and take her tablets (which she throws up anyway because she's suffered from bulmina for the last four years). He then out of no where proclaimed that mum was having an affair (? what is wrong with this man, my mother barely has the engery for DAY-TO-DAY life than to have a affair, which she would never do). The proceeded to say "I'll divorce you" or "I don't want to look at your fucking face" and other indignities in Arabic. He then stormed out of the house again, blamed my mother for being sick and not being able to travel overseas (forgetting the fact that when she didn't have chronic renial failure, he never wanted to travel adn the only holidays we took were fishing trips where he'd leave us for a good 15 hours a day, come back to wherever we were staying [the accomindation usually smelling foul; never stay at Greenill Point Louge] would then eat and go to sleep to fish the next day).

Then he swore some more called up his friend (who has been life (long friends with him, his wife with my mum)and went to the "club" with them and told mum to fuck off again. Now my Aunt or his buddy's wife is downstairs and mum's probably crying her eyes out.

Yesterday I finished HSC and my older brother and his wife came over for dinner, at the dinner table he again out of nowhere accused my mother of an affair and said he'd kill her if he "ever found out." WTF.

So I'm lost and I can't go outside the house now, because if I do dad will get crazy again and fight with mum.

Welcome to adulthood. Wooo.